Sometimes i keep my feelings to myself because its hard to find someone who understands.

People tend to leave me. It's always like that, that is why i don't trust people.

And i thought..
That you would be different.
You will cherish me and you said that you will be there when its hurt. You will protect me from broken hearts. But no honey, you're just like the rest.

No. We did not date.
Technically he was not an ex-boyfriend. But he was an ex-something, an ex-maybe.

I want to scream at the top of my lungs how much I miss you, but no one would listen. Not even you. I just want to tell you everything about you that I miss, but I won't. All I can hope is that you miss me that much too.

I really am want to text you, but you don't reply my text messages. I really want to text you first, again. Just to remind you that I'm still here, but then I remember that you know I'm here.

You just don't care.

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aku memelukmu dalam doa, aku merindukanmu dalam diam. jika diizinkan kita akan bersama, jika tidak, aku yakin rasa ini akan hilang secepat aku jatuh hati pertama kali kepadamu.

From a Stranger to Someone I Can't Stop Thinking About.

well..

you made me wrote again. you made me opened this blog again. i hate u.

Terimakasih.

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