that night

Am trying to sleep, but the voices in my head are too loud. And I'm remembering all these things I've done. So I breathe slowly. Close my eyes, open them and close it once more. I see his face now, you know, the boy I told u about. The voices won't go away, the memories keep coming back. I turn the lights on. Sit on my bed, and cry. Just a little bit. Just to make it easier to breath. So I turn the lights off and try to sleep again.